What? Wait...its not Wednesday? O wow I guess I finally have time to get on here and post. haha......
Yesterday was a long day.....in more than one way...
Have you ever had one of those days that just make you wanna cry all day?
Ya that's the wonderful kind of day that I had.
I let petty things, that don't usually bother me, affect me hardcore yesterday!
I even got to the point where i had to shut myself in the bathroom and just cry.
My feelings were hurt so bad over something so small.
I don't think this person understands how bad i was hurt.
It felt intentional (even if i wasn't) and then it felt like they were poking me with a hot stick all night:( Just a bummer of a night!
Ryan was so sweet and just came and gave me a big hug and kiss and told me he loved me and would take me to do anything i wanted that evening, but then Kaydi was not feeling the best.
She laid down and took a nap and seemed to be feeling better later on.
At that point though we decided that it would be best if she didn't go anywhere.
I did go out later with my girl Tanya though:) I am so thankful to have Tanya as my bestie:) She is such a great friend to me, and is always there to cheer me up when i need it. She came and picked me up and we went and just talked and laughed. It made my evening much better! I realized that the friends who truly love me and care about me will always be (and have always been) there for me no matter what.
Isn't it amazing how some people change from day to day. One day they are your best friend and wanna hang all the time and the next day they can make you cry:(
I am not saying that i am perfect by any means. I am however trying to live my life for Christ to the best of my ability. Which means letting things go. I prayed alot yesterday about the whole situation. I believe that God is telling me that i need a Facebook break. I need to focus on the things that are important in life, and i believe that Facebook keeps me from that.
I have realized that people use Facebook to hurt others. They use it as a venting tool and run to it when they are mad at someone so that the whole world can see.
I have decided that i am going to take a Facebook break for a week. With that said i will be posting Weigh in Wednesday, since i know several people read it.
So if you don't hear from me on Facebook, you can always check in here. And if I'm not here, don't worry, I'm fine and am concentrating on my life:)
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